i'm sorry i'm the worst at updating any kind of diary / journal / log....... i'm officially moving!! we found a really good apartment and though i'll miss our old one (the location is like insanely good), i'm glad to live way closer to friends. no more traveling by bus for 2 hours! the bad part is having to pack all our stuff and clean up lol... good luck future me...

live went well!! and my stage name has been officially changed i actually have another live coming up soon! may 16, rev& will perform @ oulu's kummacon! we have a rock concept and i'm very excited !!! yipee!!!!!

you guessed it. i've been super busy again my next live is TOMORROW !!!! i'll update the lives page today. i also have one new pet to add on the pets page! will do that either later today or sometime even later...

i've been super busy these past few weeks lol ... my sleep schedule is all kinds of fucked up! again !! i woke up at 7pm today i learned the end of a choreo we have due tomorrow just now and i usually suck at learning from videos so im pretty proud of myself.

appointment got cancelled today i'm a little happy because it's cold outside and i dont like walking in the cold (who does) we had a date for valentines day!! it was super fun and i felt really good in my fit lol!

im back from my adult duties im scared of a lot of things right now like ships and dying but much more urgently: abandonment. or more like being excluded thought i was getting better but maybe because my self-hatred is coming back im more sensitive to it lol

i think it might be done now.... i have a lot of pages and actually can't think of anything big i need to rework or revamp anymore. i even updated my carrd and made an entry page so people on mobile get redirected there. i've been hard at work from the second i wake up to the second i doze off lol. (and league of legends for breaks)

i updated a bunch of pages, but mainly the photos and idol pages. i had to continue the photo adding longer than i thought because i didnt want sad times to be the most recent added images lol. miru came up to me when i was crying.

i've added a few pages i've been thinking of for a bit! the music page!! it's completely new! it's full of my fav covers of mine, so feel free to listen !!! the photos and collections pages are basically a bit customized versions of the lyrics page. they follow the same blueprint but the content differs!

i was away for the weekend for practice so no new updates but i'm back now! i conceptualized a media page while i was gone, so i'm going to add that next! the weekend went super well though. grind is back on...

i've been planning my next solo performance. i finally managed to come up with a solid concept and setlist! now i just need to practice... for that AND rev& stuff too. a busy start of the year coming ...

the pets page is pretty much done now. i hope it can make a lot of people happy! plans for the year are getting more and more concrete, so i'm ready to give my all again this year :3

updating the website! added a little chat haven for all of the pets i know, both mine and my friends' it's so cool seeing everything come together.

i got up at a "normal" time today. let's see how long i can keep it. i also made an oven pancake (nordic people will know). a good start for an eventful day.

miru is sleeping comfortably. it's that time of the morning when the snowplower is working, so it's a bit loud. that's fine.

snow outside looks like static. thinking about 2005 malls.

nothing happened. that's okay.